Job fair

Today was... sobering. I went to this job fair and to be honest, I was disappointed.. of myself!!!

The job fair itself was great! A lot of very well known companies with good reputations were there. I went to a lot of good talks presenting the different companies... but i kinda hid there.. because i was too chicken to actually talk to the HR managers!!

This could have been a really good opportunity to find a job.. but i couldn't bring myself go and talk to anybody! Well i actually talked to one HR manager.. but i said so many really stupid things.. it was really bad. After that i was even more nervous and didn't had the guts to try again..

And i didn't wanna ruin my chances completely!! If i was really as bad as i think i was, i might have ruined all chances of ever getting a job at that company!

So I'm just gonna send in my applications for the offered jobs and hope for the best.

It was really a disappointing day. Because i actually believed that i might present myself better when talking to the HR managers in person. Cause my CV doesn't look that good... without a degree..