exmatriculate

I'm feeling like a total failure today. I'm about to ex-matriculate for financial reasons. I really don't wanna leave college without graduation, but i'm out of options.

There may be people saying that quitting college is not the end of the world. But for me it is! I've had a really bad week and I've had to make a real hard decision. I cannot stop crying right now.

I worked so hard the last years and now everything is ruined. Who is gonna hire me? With no graduation.. and no self-confidence??

I don't think i'm gonna make it to the meeting tomorrow. Or to service on Saturday. I know that my brothers and sisters care for me. and that some are worried for me. But i'm not ready to tell anyone yet. I'm having a hard time accepting my fate. and if anyone is going to ask me how i'm doing or what's with college, i know i will start crying and not being able to stop. and i don't want everyone to see me like this.

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